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Thursday

Stepping Through My Shadow

Reality is just a thin blindfold, covering and entrapping your mind from the stream of energy that makes up existance. Pushing out and through this reality, we can find ourselves on a new level, a higher existance. Freedom takes on new meanings as you find yourself in the very fabric of our world. With one simple tug you could unravel all that is, has been, and will be. With one motion you could put it all back together.

I think if I could push myself to the other side, I would grab a handful of existance, and rip it out. I would laugh as the universe ceased to exist and then I would build my own world out of the pieces that were left.

Tuesday

Trust Me

I watch her reach up, and her fingers break the surface of the water. She wraps them around my arm and tries to push me away. I know she knows it's pointless, this is how it has to go. Under the water I can see her looking up at me, her eyes seem to push the water away, and I can see her clear. Her eyes pull me in and consume me, make the whole world green. I tighten my grip, and her eyes close as her last breath comes to me through the river.
As it escapes into the air, the whole river begins to turn green. The water shines and everything around it is bathed in a beautiful green light, unearthly and entrancing. It pulls me in, and the water wraps its icy fingers around me. I can see her, her entire body the colour of her eyes now. I wrap my arms around her, and let the water take us away - never to part again.

Mir Ist So Kalt

I glance over my shoulder, the street blurring as my eyes move to cover the area. I turn forward again, intent on moving forward, getting away. I see shadows move to my sides, I try to ignore it, I hope its just in my head. They always used to be in my head, I could always close my eyes to make them go away. That was before... I didn't want to think about it. I missed her. I had to keep moving, I had to get away.
A car pulled up in front of me, and a man got out. He was carrying many papers, and he looked rushed. I saw him drop his keys, and as he walked away I picked them up. I got in his car, and I drove. I drove as fast as I could, the more I had to focus on driving the less I would think about her. About them. They were behind me, I knew, the fatest car in the world can't outrun the shadow men.
I had tried, and I could still hear her screaming as they pulled her under. When the car had started following her, I jumped out, and I ran. I ran alone. With her gone, I didn't know why I still ran, but I'm still running. I don't want to see whats beyond the shadow, I don't want to go to the other side.